Psalm of the Forsaken

Narrator:
“Abortion,
The fear of life
Expressed in death.”

Mother:
“God, You don’t know what You are doing.”
“I am to blame for someone else feeling my pain.”
“It’s my choice!”

Narrator:
(Sowing-reaping nexus:
My choice!” a woman expelled from the garden,
My choice!” a child expelled from the womb.
Mother and daughter, giving umbilical, severed.
Choose you this day: a lost embrace or

“Yet you brought me safely from my mother’s womb
and led me to trust you at my mother’s breast.
I was thrust into your arms at my birth.
You have been my God from the moment I was born.”


lost in embrace.)

Narrator:
“Abortion,
Flesh and blood,
Saline solution flood,
Disfigurement, mutilation,
The end of her days vacuumed away.”

“My life is poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint.
My heart is like wax,
melting within me.
My strength has dried up like sunbaked clay.
My tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth.
You have laid me in the dust and left me for dead.”

Narrator:

“Abortion, the audacity of hope

“Our children will also serve him.
      Future generations will hear about the wonders of the Lord.”

They will proclaim his righteousness,
   declaring to a people yet unborn:
   He has done it!”

 

Discarded with your signature.”

 

 

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Heaven

Beyond all my “Imagine,”
There, You Are.
The Ligature between God and man. The Crimson Thread.

The Living Word, unbound Substantive Reality,
Lifted from gilded pages to eternity’s masthead: Alpha and Omega,
Now walks among us with ruddy beard, white gown and purple sash,
Forever marked by love for me.

He is the True One, Unfiltered,
Full Colored, not developed black and white,
Heaven’s Endless Light both searching and present,
Light once diffused and then restored,
Among prisms of white calla lilies.

Heaven,
A hope not disappointed, no longer dot-to-dot discovered, And,
A harvest, garnering displaced ones into
The dancing embrace of the Triune God:
“That where I am, there you may also be.”

Holy, Holy, Holy. Trisagion.

Come, Lord Jesus.
Heaven.

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Time Change

Fast forward Spring-

New batteries point clock hands

Hope needs rewinding.

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Analog

Whirring FFWD>>
Oxide-coated plastic tape,
Acceleration, No!
Snap! STOP[]

REC this,
PLAY that,
PAUSE ||
PLAY this,
REC that,
<REV-FWD>
Reel-to-reel
And, back again.

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Fever Pitch

Demonstrative differences,
Placard positions held
Above eyes that do not see and
Ears that do not hear,
Become the Rhetoric of Pressure:
“We demand you recognize the truth of power.”

(Denigrating innuendo,
Self-serving solipsism
And proprietary ‘truth’,
Private property of the affixed,
Morphs into murder when
Scoped long enough.)

Folded arms –
The versus-versus of “WE”
/Block /“THEM” out.

*****

Tempest aside,
Demonstrative differences
Converge into community (> us v. them),
When the will to want truth
(Truth, as opposed to what my peers let me get away with saying)
Is also the will to embrace the other –
As “members one of another”
We “speak truth to our neighbor”.

Example given:
A demonstration of truth-love,
Fever pitched –
A baby, this Jesus, Son of Mary.
A Witness to what He has seen, to what He has heard
Of the Father.

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Furthermore Psalm

I don’t exist…

On paper, I am what I owe,
On the street, alexander supertramp,
At home, a tree fallen in the forest,
At work, a number of hours,
At rest, a vaporized dream.

I don’t exist.

A calendar told me,

“Your days don’t matter.”

nil nisi bonum

 

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St. Patrick’s Breastplate Prayer (A Sardonically Gizmonic Adaptation)

iPhone be with me, iPod within me,
Surround Sound behind me, Netbook before me,
Blackberry beside me, X-Box to win me,
Playstation to comfort and restore me.
DVD beneath me, HDTV above me,
Kindle in quiet, GPS in danger,
PSP in the hearts of all that love me,
Wireless in the mouth of friend and stranger.

 

I BIND UNTO MYSELF THIS DAY

THE THREE-IN-ONE –

HOME THEATRE.

adaptation © Sally Paradise, 2011, All Rights Reserved

Endnotes

Time has a caption
Written in stone:
“In Loving Memory;”
“Here Lies So & So.”

Neglect of the spirit,
The body, the soul,
Will banish the goodness
Tarnish the whole.

So, reflect on the Passion –
Christ’s death on a cross,
Repent and return,
He looks for the lost.

Eternity’s caption:
“Forever With Him,”
Means I choose daily
To live without sin.

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Better yet…

THOU hast made me, and shall Thy work decay?
Repair me now, for now mine end doth haste;
I run to death, and Death meets me as fast,
And all my pleasures are like yesterday.
I dare not move my dim eyes any way;
Despair behind, and Death before doth cast
Such terror, and my feeble flesh doth waste
By sin in it, which it towards hell doth weigh.
Only Thou art above, and when towards Thee
By Thy leave I can look, I rise again;
But our old subtle foe so tempteth me,
That not one hour myself I can sustain.
Thy grace may wing me to prevent his art
And thou like adamant draw mine iron heart

John Donne, The Holy Sonnets I.

Connectivity

I wait.
Eyes glued; thoughts pegged.
Horizon’s taunt line stretching east to west,
Perpendicular to any
Embrace.

You
A distant land,
A Scarcity,
Took your share and
Left behind
Fortune’s Father.

My son,
Now wedded with dirt,
Disease, Disgust and
Disillusionment –
Categorical imperatives shucked,
Full of yourself; into your depth,
But,
No more.
Now, you remember…

The embrace waits,
Inside empty rooms.
Outside, it searches,
Scanning the baseline of hope:
Another day dawns,
(With no shadow of turning)
Wearied arms upheld,
Unflinching,
Open.

You remember.
(Your once homeless haven,
Reimbursed with madness,
Is now rejected.)
You return.
You repent.
You begin to resign yourself,
But,
Interruption:
A ring,
A reservation for a feast-
Solid food, meat and drink-
“A son who was lost but now has come home.”

We begin again, but,
Not where we left off.
You are not the same person,
And I,
Must change –
Make space for you –
For your embrace,
Is meat and drink,
From Someone,
To,
Me.

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Fable-ous Fifty-Eight

Fable-ous Fifty-Eight

Fifty-eight.
Plodding fifty-eight.
More laden with death now,
Then when I started long ago,
With hare intentions,
And, tortoise timidity.

Fifty-eight.
I turtle on,
Head down, face clay smacked,
Determined to keep moving –
Open sea or quaint pond in my future.
Was there a ever race?

Fifty-eight.
Not quite what I imagined:
The soft underbelly of youth remaining.
But, not untenable at the end of the day,
Armored in my recliner.

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